Jess♥

wolverine is boring. I was always bored with wolverine. "look my claws some out and they are in no way a secret symbol for my penis. look i heal as soon as i get hurt so even though i am nigh invincible, I like to act the tough guy, which doesn't in any way make me a sissy. " and since he can't remember his past, it really doesn't make him a well rounded character since he has virtually no back story. he is shallow boring symbol of the insecure teenager. i think if the xmen movies were going to be interesting they needed to think about brushing on the unique aspect of the xmen world. sentinels, where were they? where was apokalypse? why was magneto a frail old man? brightly coloured costumes? character development? really, the original x-men film was kinda meant to be about magneto. but it didn't then play out that way. i think the script was a sort of mishmash. I actually find myself thinking about character in the comic and can't place them in the film. I struggled to remember if storm was in the film. oh COME ON!! halle berry? how does halle berry fit the storm character?? the only reason they picked her was because she is popular. oh hold on, they chose to follow wolverine as well... i think i see where their priorities lie. basically they made a film that was a shallow cash in. this is hollywood. sorry for the rant.

you know i didn't realise they had chopped it. I wondered why it was 16:9 when i was sure the original was 4:3. though I need to be thankful since I am pretty sure this has no edited bits and the audio is the original. that new version sounds nice. but actually, I think i would rather watch kai as a second watch through. the image quality is so superior, it really blows me away. for anyone that was following, I am at the point where gohan is about to fight dabura. babidi is waiting at the bottom of the ship. you know it. i found it funny, the other name, bibidi, sounds like DVD. thinking about my experience watching some fights in Kai, and then watching similar fights ins Z, I think kai is staged better and better score.

this visualisation exercise is pretty much like awake dreaming so it is relevant here but it's ok to move it your blog if you feel it's more appropriate.

ha ha, yeah my astral army. shh, don't let it out. to be honest, I'm not to sure where i stand on the concept but i prefer to keep an open mind. I like to think anything is possible. but when i see 2 people talking about similar things, I want to help out. you may benefit from it

yeah. I've used visualisation techniques for a long time. interesting that you got stuck in the field. if you get stuck again, ask for a guide to lead you. it may be an animal that is standing in the field.

it's all pretty interesting and everyone will draw their own conclusions. I think it's best just to go with it and have fun EX, I found it interesting reading what you experienced the two times. I'll go along with your conclusion that you were distracted and drew a lot of imagery from what you had been doing that day. I'll wait for you to try again and i think it'll be an interesting outcome.

i got an idea. please follow along. think of the dream. now place yourself beside the little girl. now, I want you to imagine that one of the walls has a door in it. on that door is an image of my avatar. a man in a deep yellow and aqua cloak with the face in shadow walks out from the door and gently takes your hand. you also take the little girls hand. the man leads you through the door into a room. it is a study, there is a fireplace with a warm fire burning in it. the walls are lined with books. now behind you on the door you just walked through is a oil painting with an image of the compound on it. pick up the painting and carry it over to a desk that is on the opposite side of the room. on the desk is 3 objects. on the left is a dagger. on the right is a crystal ball. in the middle is a journal. place the painting down and ask the girl to move the painting left or right or in the middle. now wherever it was placed, pick up the object and look closely. you can take this object and place it on another table to the left. on that table are 3 more objects. an apple, a beef steak, and a piece of bread. place the object next to one of those after asking the girl which she prefers. now go back and look at the painting and describe the appearance on it. if you like you can pick up a book from one of the walls. don't worry if you can't think of a book to choose.

ok it's interesting that you ask this. I'll go over the process. the little girl, going round the maze, the dingy and industrial feel to it as well as the guards, the whole thing made me think of miners and their canary. for some reason this suggests a genetic illness of some sort. the machinery etc gives the feeling of procedure, and systemic workings. the dirt in the environment then suggests dirt in a system, such as imperfections in a body system. it's fairly inconclusive so that is why i struggled with it. it's like it is incomplete, it has a suggestion of a scenario but no story, no resolution. I also think your dreams are not as straight forward as regular dreams. have you looked at steels blog? you might find it interesting.

Cool. Well I have ascertained that I can say that this was edited by Jade. so that is the source.

do you think Lilah could be a manifestation of your feminine energy? I got a tip for you. visit your library and find the librarian. if you have trouble finding it, follow these directions. find yourself outside. find the lane. see the fields each side. follow the lane as it narrows. at the end find the gate, go through onto the field. take in the surroundings, all the flowers and beauty. the light breeze. find the bridge over the clear stream. look in the stream and search for fish. look ahead down the field and find the cottage. look for the gate. open the gate and enter the garden. notice the flowers and the wildlife, the birds, the bees. look for the black door into the cottage. walk inside and find the long corridor. don't pay attention to the staircase, instead follow the doors, each of them with a coloured panel on it. find the door with the gold panel on it labelled "library" enter inside and find the librarian. ask him anything you want.

ok, that information is helpful. in that case I don't think the dream relates to that. this is to do with eyes and the dream does not hint at it as far as i can tell. i think i need to read your long post. edit: I'm not allowed to know what it means. i think my original comment of it being very personal to you, that means it's not somthing that i can really decode or say anything about. the machines made me think of hospitals and official figures that seem like they could be doctors. but this is definitely not something i can really talk about very well.

you can give specifics if you like. I might be able to tell you more if I know more. or maybe not. I'm not sure. it's a pretty difficult one to think about. it makes me think about your father. like maybe you need to communicate with him. perhaps this is a wild stab in the dark, but if you somehow blame him for your health condition, then perhaps it's a good idea to talk through it.

thanks for the summary. that is one very disturbing dream, I can see why it made you feel that way. this dream is very personal to you. I can't really say much about it right now if i do not ask the question, do you have a medical condition or disability? it is a personal question so you can decline to comment and I'll say no more on the subject. btw, your post length is not a bad thing, no need to apologise, I read slowly so I avoid long passages. it's my own issue.

I'm sorry that post is way too large for me. I hope there is nothing you want my attention on in particular. if so, is it possible to get a summary? I don't know if I already shared. I have dreams about moving house. I move house to a new and unfamiliar place and I don't like it. I know pretty much what that is about though. I'm afraid of making changes in my life. only one way i can think of to combat that and that is to move forward with my plans as well as i can.

hey guys, so i was given this file. it's an edited version of the machine along with character introductions. it's fairly nicely edited so please enjoy reading it. I will tell you the source later if possible. The_machine.rtf

it's a good question. perhaps his look is simply to appeal to the girls who love that kind of thing. i guess you would need to question why many anime and manga characters are made to look that way.

what do you mean? I'm not sure what you're asking. stand him next to guyot... does he look masculine or effeminate? is that what you mean?

thanks for the heads up, they must have gotten corrupted. I've re-uploaded them.

that image looks a lot better than that nappy runner up there. it's a good publicity shot, I wonder how effective it will look on the big screen.

I would say be subtle. let it out gradually. give hints and then make passing comments.

I realised that i never posted the script i had of metal man and now the site is down and i can't seem to find it on my computer. there is somebody who may have a backup of it though.

go as shizu. get a fake klingon wig from star trek and smooth out the wrinkle bit to get that huge forehead. then put in some crazy eyes contact lenses and you'll be set. ok more serious... well there aren't many women in guyver so you're a bit limited. also, the characters don't tend to wear fancy gears. except for zoaloads. maybe... you could go as the most girly zoalord. archanfel. you can easily do archy if you have a white cloak with a brooch.

ooh, ok it's aired.. time to go hunt for it. not much hunting required though eh? good stuff reminding me.

did you see the video i made of the celt statue? it's really easy to make a costume for a celt. you just need a white blouse and loose trousers with close fitting ankles, a cape and a brooch should be easy too.

isn't that the clip super existence posted just before you?