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I think this is a problem because civil war is supposed to include all of marvel characters and I don't think this can effectively take place in just a capta film. capta is good, and I like his story in hte winter soldier, I just don';t think a marvel universal event can be effectively told in that format.

I read some star wars history. it seems that in hte long past, some dark jedi went to a planet that had a race of people called the sith. these dark jedi taught the sith their ways, as the sith had a natural affinity for the force. These dark jedi were the lords of the sith. this resulted in lots of war, the sith were a formidable force but eventually they were destroyed due to infighting. The infighting was pretty bad because the sith were also more naturally aligned with hte dark side. due to all of this, one particular lord of the sith made teh decision that there should be only two so that infighting would not happen. there would only ever be a master and apprentice and the apprentice would become the master when the master had died. this would end the infighting. all of this was a very very long time ago, before darth sideous eventually succeeded in creating teh empire. I think hte sith lord who created the rule of two was called darth bane.

I am PSYCHED!

still adapting. I'm finding it hard to talk about positive stuff until I feel more comfortable. logically I could say it is better for x, y reasons.... but I think I need to be able to write those things with more enthusiasm and positivity.

Thanks. I'm finally online. damn that was horrible. i hate being without internet. it is BAD. I still have so much crap to sort out but at least I'm here. judging from past moves, it'll take me some time before I feel comfortable enough to start unpacking boxes etc. first priority was finding a stable wifi signal. now I can order my own home broadband. but it's really cold. I need to get the gas connected. I have zero heating. It's horrible moving, but I have a feeling I'm going to be happy.

just a note, can we make sure spoilers are used and/or make a new thread for movie discussion? if you've made a spoiler, please can you edit your post and put it in spoiler tags. thanks guys.

my biggest frustration recently was resident evil 6. I was stood on a platform hat ran around an areana. I decided to have a little look around... invisible wall. this is what pisses me off. I can kick a balloon around the room but when there is a gun just behind a dead body, I cannot reach it.

I was born with a condition that is called 'intersex'. No corrective procedures were done on my body, but due to the levels of testosterone in my blood, I was raised as a boy. I knew something wasn't right but I didn't figure it out until a couple years ago, so in some senses I can come across a bit different from most girls and if anyone saw any pictures of me a few years ago, they would see why I was raised that way and why it took along while to realise the doctors made the wrong call. In any case, this is what I look like now so make up your own mind. I like cute pink things, I like food, I like jewellery, I like puzzles, I like learning stuff and researching everything under the sun, I like clothes shopping. So, I have been obsessed with similar sort of things my whole life, from a very early age. very early on, I liked something called 'popples' which was teddy bears that could disguise themselves. also, things called were-bears. I loved transformers, not the shooting or fighting, just the way they can change their shape. I loved Ranma 1/2. I loved freaky friday. I loved Power rangers, and of course when it came to Guyver, I totally fell in love. in Guyver, a boy was hidden under this killer suit of armour. the outer armour appeared strong and powerful, but the real person underneath was totally different, frail and weak. I suppose it's no secret that while I was me at the very heart of my being, but being raised as a boy and expected to be able to fit into that world, to be 'macho' and competitive and strong and unemotional etc. I created a mask in order to fit in, an outer appearance that seemed to fit what I thought I was supposed to be. so as an analogy, I guess I always wanted to remove the 'bio-armour' that I had built up. anyway, being such a big fan of guyver, I built up a website called "chronos' enemy the guyver" and afterwards turned it into guyverboard. so... things that I tried to like and actually don't. top gear. I like the show when they go on road trips because i can see beautiful views, but I seriously have zero interest in cars. sports. I tried to get into sports to share it with my best friend, and I do try and watch the welsh rugby now and then. but actually I find it boring as hell. comic books. I tried to get into spiderman and superman and batman etc. I actually know a lot about them, more than I let on most of the time, but I do try and just forget about it really and so I get confused about them. things that I tried not to like but actually do. dancing. I want to dance. I want to learn freestyle dance and one day maybe cheerleading. flowers. I love to smell flowers and I want to put fake flowers all around my home. teen drama. I used to really hate on shows like one tree hill and dawsons creek etc. but actually I really love those kinds of shows. actually now I'm taking an interest in 'my little pony' and I'm plannig to watch the whole series. I like the walking dead. I played the video games. three times I think. I also watched season 1 and 2 of the tv series. I love castlevania. I am currently playing grand theft auto v and I really like it., my online character is called jess and she came to the city for a change in lifestyle. she doesn't like the people around her that tell her to steal cars, she tries to not follow their example and do things the honest way. she does fraternise with criminals but that's mainly because the ones who aren't criminals don't seem to have any ambition and just go about the day to day with their life never changing. you could almost call them video game characters. but Jess has a plan. she wants to raise money and buy a nice big house and then make a collection of cars. she isn't normally a fan of cars, but she likes to show up all the boy racers by kicking their ass in races. I love to improve my cooking ability. my next plan of cuisine to learn about is kimchi. I am a indie game designer. my first game is an action adventure but I may put that on hold in order to bring out a simple puzzle game as that should be quicker to market. I love Final Fantasy 13 and I totally relate to Lightning. She is very feminine but at the same time she is strong and stoic. I love Thor. He is fit. I think Capta in America in interesting, but I want to see Capta in Japan too. I am a fan of Japan so I'd like to see how Capta would do there. I love Natsume Yuujinchou. I like to talk about interesting things. I've spoken about a lot of interesting topics in the past. things like faith, philosophy, language study, science talk, etc. just exploring complex subjects is very engaging. I have never really been so interested in general natter, especially about the stuff the guys normally talk about, superheroes, anime shows, call of duty, etc. so I'm not really that active here although somehow I managed to get an insane post count and have no idea how it happened. so there you go, there is my small non personal brief description.

this reminds me of first class. I like it. I especially like the other dimension thing. I think that makes it feel more in line with modern beliefs, rather than cosmic rays. extra dimensional properties does feel more natural.

I think with comic books, people can get very passionate because there is a lot of love in the universe. it is like a whole group of family and friends and people want to see it do well. when something new comes along, a lot is at stake. If this movie does badly, it may damage the franchise and there is less chance for more money to be spent on producing more stories. I think we have come across a similar feeling when the guyver tv series came out. I personally feel this way about castlevania. it took a long long time before a game came out that I was happy with. in the end, lords of shadow 2 is that game for me. I know it's not the most popular but it hits all my sweet spots. also, I get very angry at the zelda games whenever they are released. I loved the 3rd game in that series and it seems like they have dragged it through the mud. mainly because it prevents me from reliving the magic that I felt back when I was a child. This is just how I feel but I think this could be a similar feeling for others.

are you doing a university degree in 'comic book'? because that is a winning essay!!

ok, from wikipedia -

yoda said there was always 2 sith, but there was nothing to say there couldn't be a non-sith training in the force. also, I am not sure if it meant there are always at least 2 or only 2.

that sith... his helmet has similarity to a storm trooper helmet.

moving house. got a lot of stuff to sort out and all that. should be in my new place on thursday... if all goes well.

I'm afraid I no longer have the original files due to mass file deletions. I am happy that you felt strongly enough to come and ask for them. I think there is a group called yellow flash who did a similar project. they weren't quite as aggressive as I was but they still edited out a lot of the filler bits.

let us not forget that imakarum was placed in archanfel's amniotic chamber when he was badly injured. this chamber gave him archanfels memories and it rebuilt his smashed zoacrystal. how would it know how to do that? it has data on how to make a zoalord. it's not infeasible that the chamber performed optimisation on him equal to archanfel.

I was thinking about this the other day and came to the conclusion that, the only thing I can possibly know for sure is "I am". that is it. anything beyond that can be falsified in some way or another. just like in the matrix.

atom? the guy who makes ultron? metallo seems familiar, yea maybe it was that. was that hte guy who appeared when superman died? I don't know Arrow. is that the green arrow? he was in smallville. will they be in hte new film with captain aqua and amazon woman? and sorry I'm taking this off topic.

not many of us can read this!

Thanks Matt, I got it now. I remember now, Lex Luthor is that guy in smallville. I didn't watch all of those but I caught quite a bit of the last few series' with spike from buffy in it. wilson fisk, I remember that name from when I was little. he was in the spiderman cartoons. I'll have to remind myself that the spiderman cartoons and the batman cartoons were separate. I keep getting confused with one time when I saw some episodes back to back and at one point, I thought blade was in a batman cartoon, but it was spiderman. I guess I didn't understand that daredevil is in marvel because I have never seen him hanging around with spiderman or x-men or hulk, or capta, or thor. or ironman. so.... does lex luthor get power armour with the green rocks in it like that robot guy in the dean cain superman? or what about the big computer robot in the film where that woman goes inside and gets turned into a computer. was that made with the same things.. I remember that black dude was looking at a cigarette packet and he made a compound with tar that was just like the green rocks. and then the computer was in the mountain and lex luthor was there on a donkey. yeah I remember lex luthor doing those things. oh and that last superman film too. where he made that giant floating rock. and it made him stronger than superman or something. I get it, he is like a rich business man scientist genius. I'll try and remember that. brandon roth?

when did ronan keating play batman?? oh, hey that lex luthor guy? so which movie is he in? is he the guy from spiderman? bald millionaire. and he was played by the big black powerhouse in daredevil. which is daredevil again? is that DC? will daredevil be in this newer batman film? I didn't like christian bale as batman. I find him to be a kind of a girly guy. he is too girly to be batman in my view. I think ben affleck is quite masculine and he is handsome. I think he would look good opposite the new superman.

very often, somebodies beliefs are intricately tied to their self worth. if a person believes they are a precious child of god, and somebody tries to tell them that god doesn't exist, it's like that person is trying to take away their entire reason for living. It's like an attack to the core of their being. an effort to invalidate their existence. this is just one example of one scenario, but there will be a lot of parallels. I try to find common ground and find reasons for agreeing with a persons belief. I would take their words and try and find parallel words with the same meaning that fit my own beliefs. language is so malleable and ideas are so nebulous, we can often agree with somebody even when we use different vocabulary. for example, what EXACTLY does the word 'god' actually mean? different people will give a different definition.

my first serious love is now my second best friend. she has kids and is getting married to a great guy. I've known her for about 20 years now so we have a long history of trust and friendship.

been thinking about guys I have had close relationships with. I hadn't realised it at the time but I cared about them quite a bit. I think it's easy for me to develop some kind of feelings for guys. it's weird and complicated. If a guy seems interested in me personally, wants to talk to me and get to know me, I guess I respond to that just like any girl would. my medication is pretty awesome.