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i moved eh music information into here and am thinking of removing the dedicated music page. what you think? also i created a new formatting element {{-}} this makes sure averything below it stays below it thus stopping the images from slipping.

ha ha ha durendal you really made me laugh out loud then

I thik when looking at monks, and saying happiness, I think of buddhims and then i think that happiness = enlightenment. but i thik that it is quite difficult. I mean, I appreciate what you said to me, but i am not truly 100% happy. I have many doubts at times. it is hard to break old habits and in order to maintain a positive emotional state you have to keep thinking about that state. you get used to thinking a certain way, and ways you used to thik creep back in. in that sense, I think zeo is correct in that you have to work to be happy. but i view it as a different sort of work. not work for somebody else, but honest work. it's an emotinal thing and it's hard to quantify.

well I think that a lot of people will have a lot of respect for you saying that although most of the time it is a very embarrasssing subject for people. custodian I can relate to a lot of what you said. I have had a lot of relationships with women in various stages, but up until recently i never had a relationship where i would cosider having a girlfriend. in hte past there have been relationships where we have said "i am your boyfriend/girlfriend" but the relationship didn't reflect that in my view, there was some vital elements missing. more recently i had a relationship where she kept saying " I don't want to be your girlfriend" but at the end of teh day all of the elements and emotions were present so In my view, she was. but I have never had a relationship that I am 100% happy with. well I have been 100% happy on one occasion. with my most recent relationship there was one moment where i was totally in heave, where I felt completely loved and everything was right in hte world. it lasted for about 10 seconds. and no, sex had nothing to do with it. as for some people living their life without sex... in this society, it is nigh impossible. because temptation is absolutely EVERYWHERE. our society is full of lust. your hormones are stimulated everywhere you look and it's very hard to ignore them. if you were in an environment without all that temptation, you wouldn't think of sex. if you were a hermit living in a cave,you could easily live a happy life without any thoughts of sex. yeah you would get morning glory a lot, but that goes away as soon as you stand up, and it's not a mental thing. hmm, this discussion is becomeing more about sex. I just want to drop this in here just to be safe - the website host is very clear on no pornography or explicit matter, i think this includes words, so we just need to be careful how we talk. that's all custodian, I am quite surprised at your experience with Chefs. I never met a chef who cut people's heads off. I hope i never meet a chef like that.

really? oh, i think i see what you mean. should i change the word stimulating to intellectual instead? hmm...

I did some website work for an 'agency' so i took the opportunity to ask how they get away with it. apparently the police around here prefer them to have 'agency' because it keeps tehm in a place tehy can keep an eye on them and also they have to have regular medical checkups and use the appropriate protection. so in some ways... if you are willing to go and take that kind of action, it is a lot safer than going for some random chick in a club.

as CT fell he found himself witnessing moments from the past. he remembered a time when he was 3 years old and had fallen off the swing in hte playground. he rememberd the skin hanging off his knees and the feeling of sickness and the dancing lights around his head. next thing he knew it was 3 years later and he was holding the match under his sisters cardigan. the cardigan started to smoulder and burn. his sister noticed and tried to put out the fire before stepping up and jumping up and down. next she was rolling on the floor screaming loudly. all he could do was watch as her screams became more shrill and changed in tone until she was croaking. slowly stopping rolling about. he couldn't move. he was in her body next. looking up at the sky. this wasnt how he remembered it. it was so hot. he wiped the sweat from his brow only to find a bandage wrapped around his head. he noticed that everything was red. he could hear muffled voices. slowly the voices cleared and he opened his eyes. he was in a hospital bed. how had he gotten here? suddenly he rememberd where he was last. he had paid the watress... what next.. that's right, he remembered the door, then he was outside.. smoking.. and a slight noise behind him. who would do this to him and why? surely deacon would not have done this? he thought that deacon was getting a bit out of hand but he never expected him to go this far...

omg, i got rick rolled... how could you

none taken, we can only know our own universe. I have known a lot of men and women and I have found that there has been a larger percentage of men who are not very shallow. more of the women i met have been very shallow. this is not to say most of the people i known were shallow, I have know an awful lot of both men and women who have been deep and interesting. I have found that i can have stimulating conversations mostly with men though.

no, I know what you are saying and you are correct of course. I'm not suggesting that It would ruin my life through any reason other than my puttig a priority onto it. I know that when there is a woman in my life, I will make a lot of effort and neglect other things. when hormones are involved it is easy to cloud your judgement. it becomes very difficult to balance yourself. and why unbalance your life if the woman in question is not truly worth it? of course if i met a woman who was really something special, then i would say that it would be worth all the effort in the world. but most of the women i meet are shallow and selfish. I actually think it is very hard to find a decent woman in the same way as it is hard for women to find a decent guy. I did see a decent woman but I doubt that it is likely i will be in hte position to spend time with this woman. I saw her on big brother. maysoon. I was very impressed by her. I don't normally take an interest on people i see on tv as i know a lot of it can be fake but a couple of tings about here really caught my attention. she had a keen eye for detail and was very good at picking up new skills. these are things i don't see often and things that i find very attractive. I like strong women and talented women. like attracts like. they say opposites attract but this is not true. well maybe it is true on a superficial level, but deep down on a emotional maturity level it is not true. like attracts like and people will always spend more time with people at their emotional level. this is why you see the same women with hte same guys. the women won't go with some guys simply because they aren't mature enough and couldn't cope with it. people of the same emotional maturity are a lot rarer and sinice they are more mature they are going to be more cautious.

I think jerks get girls because they are so shallow all they are interested in is sex and they bend their entire will and life into getting it. I figured out why i can't get a girlfriend. it's because i don't want one. even though i am human and obviously want to get naughty sometimes.. it requires to much energy that I really want to be putting into my career. I know deep down that a woman would ruin my life. she would take to much of my attention and energy.

very nice! it's great to see some stuff added, I watched teh first episode of this anime. I found it really interesting when it seemed like he had turned into an emperor or something. one thing i noticed. you added a category for it. I am unsure if this was intentional. are there going to be separate pages for this anime? or should we remove the category tag for code geass?

This is the discussion topic for the wiki article: Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion

ok, i'm sticking with the dimensional increase, because frankly i like it. this is not because i'm discounting the other ideas, but simply because they have become too complex for me to contribute anything. ANYWAY... what i wanted to bring to hte table is the ability for gigantic Guyver to produce a barrier. guyver uses his power amps to control electro magnetic fields so he could use this ability to prevent any resulting increase in electromagnetism from causing aptom to stick among other things.

cool , does that mean you are able to add to this page? that would be a great help

I believe that's ikkoyo... it's something they shout a lot and i'm never exactly sure what it is they are saying but it means 'let's go' or something along those lines.

I'm not sure if you fully got what i said, or I don't kow if what i said directly reflects what youngguyv er was saying so I'll elaborate on what i said. The way i see it, a dimensional shift, or dimensional increase does not simply stretch out the original shape.. because what i believe is that the energy is creating a extra load of the basic elements of an atom. so let's say the neutron get's 50 times bigger. teh atomic forces would increase in hte same fashion.. teh ability to withstand gravity would increase in hte same fashion so the way i see it if teh resistance and atoic forces are increasing along with hte size and dimensions, then the gravityu is not an issue. teh gravitational pull is increasing as teh mass increases, the stresses increase, BUT hte counteractive forces also increase as it is not teh cells that are increasing, it is teh very atomic elements themselves. so the mass would increase, the weight5 would increase, and teh resistance and atomic forces increase. so no it would not stay the same weight as gigantic guyver, it would stay the same mass volume ratio. and teh effective subatomic forces would remain hte same. I think though at this point it becomes TOTALLY self contained. because of teh differences in hte atomic physics, no chemical reactions could take place between the XD and any surrounding matter.

white tiger would be 'shiroi tora'. but there may be another phrase for it if there is a specific legend about it.... or naming conventions......... oh! actually if you read white tiger using onyomi readings it can come out as byakuko so there's something interesting. i guess the word processor ain't perfect!

gregole is 150kg guyver is 261kg zxtole is 260kg derzerb is 354kg derzerb was an extremely heavy example of a zoanoid. why would you say almost every zoanoid had a weight advantage?

we can. I would just need to find suitable pictures. and it would take up space. if you can find suitable images that are really really small, I would be happy to put them on there.

as he picked at the food, he thought about Deacon. he didn't have much of an appetite, but he needed to eat. he hadn't eaten since breakfast, yesterday afternoon. the events of the previous evening too strongly burned into his mind. it made his blood boil. if he had been a little stronger the fork would have bent under the pressure. let him lie there. he chuckled bitterly to himself.

i get it.. well a visual nelargement.. like through a hologram, would be enlarging the photons alone.. but this is enlarging all of it. in this scenario.. I understand that the cells are not dividing. the structure of teh body is exactly the same, only the atoms themselves are larger. not because the atom has more shells etc... but because teh protons neutrons and electrons are larger.. the fields are larger, the atomic forces are larger and so everything expands.

yeah it probably is, it's not always easy to spell japanese words. I only know the correct spelling because i have the japanese word processor program.

oh... interestingly enough... 白狐 byakko means albino/spiritual white fox.