I was born with a condition that is called 'intersex'. No corrective procedures were done on my body, but due to the levels of testosterone in my blood, I was raised as a boy. I knew something wasn't right but I didn't figure it out until a couple years ago, so in some senses I can come across a bit different from most girls and if anyone saw any pictures of me a few years ago, they would see why I was raised that way and why it took along while to realise the doctors made the wrong call. In any case, this is what I look like now so make up your own mind.
I like cute pink things, I like food, I like jewellery, I like puzzles, I like learning stuff and researching everything under the sun, I like clothes shopping.
So, I have been obsessed with similar sort of things my whole life, from a very early age. very early on, I liked something called 'popples' which was teddy bears that could disguise themselves. also, things called were-bears. I loved transformers, not the shooting or fighting, just the way they can change their shape. I loved Ranma 1/2. I loved freaky friday. I loved Power rangers, and of course when it came to Guyver, I totally fell in love. in Guyver, a boy was hidden under this killer suit of armour. the outer armour appeared strong and powerful, but the real person underneath was totally different, frail and weak. I suppose it's no secret that while I was me at the very heart of my being, but being raised as a boy and expected to be able to fit into that world, to be 'macho' and competitive and strong and unemotional etc. I created a mask in order to fit in, an outer appearance that seemed to fit what I thought I was supposed to be. so as an analogy, I guess I always wanted to remove the 'bio-armour' that I had built up.
anyway, being such a big fan of guyver, I built up a website called "chronos' enemy the guyver" and afterwards turned it into guyverboard. so... things that I tried to like and actually don't. top gear. I like the show when they go on road trips because i can see beautiful views, but I seriously have zero interest in cars. sports. I tried to get into sports to share it with my best friend, and I do try and watch the welsh rugby now and then. but actually I find it boring as hell. comic books. I tried to get into spiderman and superman and batman etc. I actually know a lot about them, more than I let on most of the time, but I do try and just forget about it really and so I get confused about them.
things that I tried not to like but actually do. dancing. I want to dance. I want to learn freestyle dance and one day maybe cheerleading. flowers. I love to smell flowers and I want to put fake flowers all around my home. teen drama. I used to really hate on shows like one tree hill and dawsons creek etc. but actually I really love those kinds of shows. actually now I'm taking an interest in 'my little pony' and I'm plannig to watch the whole series.
I like the walking dead. I played the video games. three times I think. I also watched season 1 and 2 of the tv series. I love castlevania. I am currently playing grand theft auto v and I really like it.,
my online character is called jess and she came to the city for a change in lifestyle. she doesn't like the people around her that tell her to steal cars, she tries to not follow their example and do things the honest way. she does fraternise with criminals but that's mainly because the ones who aren't criminals don't seem to have any ambition and just go about the day to day with their life never changing. you could almost call them video game characters. but Jess has a plan. she wants to raise money and buy a nice big house and then make a collection of cars. she isn't normally a fan of cars, but she likes to show up all the boy racers by kicking their ass in races.
I love to improve my cooking ability. my next plan of cuisine to learn about is kimchi. I am a indie game designer. my first game is an action adventure but I may put that on hold in order to bring out a simple puzzle game as that should be quicker to market. I love Final Fantasy 13 and I totally relate to Lightning. She is very feminine but at the same time she is strong and stoic.
I love Thor. He is fit.
I think Capta in America in interesting, but I want to see Capta in Japan too. I am a fan of Japan so I'd like to see how Capta would do there.
I love Natsume Yuujinchou.
I like to talk about interesting things. I've spoken about a lot of interesting topics in the past. things like faith, philosophy, language study, science talk, etc. just exploring complex subjects is very engaging.
I have never really been so interested in general natter, especially about the stuff the guys normally talk about, superheroes, anime shows, call of duty, etc. so I'm not really that active here although somehow I managed to get an insane post count and have no idea how it happened. so there you go, there is my small non personal brief description.