Larz Zahn

not really. im stuck at home all day and completly bored. im lazy as long as i got something interesting to keep me lazy... like good movies or new games. or even painting battlemechs... but nope. movies are all seen atleast 10 times and im bored with that. i beat all my games repeatedly an now i got some goofy kid who comes over to see mom, he has me teaching him how to play my games.. an he cant even walk around on halo.. its really sad. and the closest city around, hattiesburg, doesnt have any real spots of entertainment except for the theater. an no movies are out that i wanna see. so im just having one of those days where i just wished i could of gone to work just to keep busy.

um bk? empires dont have the impeach option.... hehe. if you get to the point where they want ya impeached then they'll just shoot ya. ya fruit cake.

happy new year. i just went to books a million and the calvin an hobbes collection was two hundred dollars. i was quite shocked.

but bk, only you would want to rule a banana themed dominion! mine would be sooooo much cooler... before i got impeached.. or shot.. or both..

my friend has me watching king gainer.. its one of those anime where you dotn really know why your watching it, yet you cant stop..

its cause he a cat isnt it? tho to be honest i like little susie more. especially when she ambushed calvin in his own ambush, then held hobbes hostage.... wow... nostaglic memories...

what? you didnt get the memo? poor bananaking... too busy looking after his empire... he dont got time for the important things... like loosing to me!

i may be a big piles of dry bones... but i'll eventually win bananaboy. i will win. i got money ridin on this so i better!!!

oh yeah?!?! all it takes is waiting for the prime moment. like when your not expecting it. or to just keep tryin over over an over until i wear you down.

im grinnin on the out side dude. i really am, yet... on the inside.. im weeping.. lol! tried to do an old joker quote. thank bk, your continued emotional support sustains me.. (stupid banana needs to be sqooshed..)

guyver all things gundam. except for those evil sd gundams... i actually tried to watch one. no. just no. digimon. i saw it when i was little so i ended up watching all three. the beginning to middle was the best part of a season, then ends left me wanting. avatar. robotech anything macross. although im still trying to decide on macross 7. i like most of the mecha it has.. but sings jet fighters is a no no. street fighter tenchi muyo ruroni kenshin i dont know if you could call these anime cause they were american produced. thundercats transformer original gen1 only. beast wars an machines are ok but gen 1 all the way!

ooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! i freakin love calvin an hobbes!! i have three volumnes! sadly i cant afford the complete collection.... but that blond little imp in kids clothes is my hero!

what about a banana empress? i seceretly believe im gonna die a hermit. no lie.

lol. both of your nights sound fun in their own way. i wonder how my agenda would change should i get a gf. i know there are some really nice christmas light paths i would take her too. some take like 20 minutes to walk thru, its really brillant.

not too big plans. i think my church is having a service 8 to midnight wednesday. other than that i guess frequent the net or just watch movies. what about you? any special plans?

hehe. i just had a flash back to the movie "newsies" i dont know if ya saw it or not, but i bet your glad its not like that anymore. tho it was a good movie. a young christian bale at work. i dont know if i could make it in a factory climate workplace.

i dont have it yet, and truth to tell if it has to do with heights i cant get it. thats why im leavin the job i have now, among other reasons actually, but the vertigo was the killing stroke. so i can choose from the electric company, or go for the hospital maintaince. both jobs are almost twice what im making now.. which is bare minimum. so what goes on at a news paper factory anyhow?

well heck... no good dogfights... there aint no point in me seeing this now. im not big on wwII to begin with, an the only reason i why i thought to see this one was the flight scenes. oh wells. im havin an ok holiday i guess. im puttin my application at the hospital where my dad works. and at a electric company. they say i should start off at $22 an hour after a 5 month probation... but i dont know all that goes with the job.

any good dogfights?

im sure if someone started doing what a banana says they'll be hurled in the looney bin. (which is where i believe bk really is) i had a quiet christmas. not a lot of family chatter. it was pleasant enough. although i went to get a glass of milk, cause i drink a small glass when my throat burns, but my bro in law brought a jug of home made eggnog in a milk jug... i grabbed the wrong jug.

wow bk, thats a pretty bad day you had. luckily for me it dont snow hardly at all here. miribilis... im pretty sure if i saw u in life. i'd be scared lol. i really wish i had some catchy or snappy words of wisdom to throw in there, but im afraid i got the short end of the stick on that deal. the only thing i do know is that i have a very different outlook on death, and suicide in general. but then again i believe in heaven an hell, so its not that i fear death. sometimes i welcome it, because days are hard sometimes an i believe my soul is right, so if i do die then in know where im going. but on the flip side... i know if i die now, i miss out on some great things that will happen. whether it be a new movie, or a new friend, or just one of those happy moments of life you treasure. so i guess in a way i do look forward to the end of my human suffering, but i also look forward to te joys that my life will bring. so death will come for me on its own time. i dont have to rush. its on its way.

i think it looks better bald than with out the lines and antanne(sorry spelling)

dont get me wrong. i mean i love my family. an i like to go an do things with them. like go to a movie now an then. or just visit. but i dunno... i dont get into the seasonal events much. i guess you could say im a grinch.

the more i think about it the more i think that i can be real heartless at times. like right now? i dont really wanna go to texas to visit my brother. nothing against him, we get along fine. for about 5 minutes then we try to kill each other, but what brothers dont? thats cool with me. i just dont wanna leave the things i got planned and wanting to do on the table and head off to texas for a week and do what he thinks is fun, cause what he thinks is cool i find boring, and vice versa, also cool. its always been like taht. of course, i dont think i can stomach being in a close confined area with my parents for too long.. like say................... a car? yeah.. thats just torture. but me being heartless is also like this, i can not stand ceremony. when my family wants to do this real big thing for friends an family, i just shrug it off and go do my own thing. at christmas time, im more than happy to be off in larz lil world than sit around the tree watching old people make stupid corny jokes. cause i hate corny jokes, which is ironic cause i find myself being very corny of late. which of course bothers me. and then theres my birthday. no matter how hard i try i can not get my immediate family to NOT give me some sorta of birthday related event. i dont even want the cake or the presents, i think i asked begged pleaded an even bribed them to not do anything or get me anything this year... will it happen? no.. so it makes less than happy to see that one day come around.. i dont know why but i simply do not like my bday.. i dont care for presents... i guess i dont like the attention directed at me.

we have subways and a new place called firehouse subs, its bascially a better version of subway. but i love subway better. no clue as to why, i just do. lol. i havent heard of a togos tho.