so feeling far more comfortable with the truth about myself... I realised a lot more stuff that I hadn't noticed before.
I don't even have an adam's apple. and my hands are small, and my feet are small. It's unbelievable how I haven't noticed a lot of this stuff sooner.
It's amazing how one small bit of a chemical can change parts of our body so people will view us differently.
There is so much about me that is completely female and just some small parts that looked male and yet those parts had the effect of overriding everything. to everyone else and to me. amazing.
but the damage is being repaired anyhow.
and things in general are looking up I guess. I am hoping to move house soon.... although this whole process is dragging along slowly.... but I'm optimistic that I can move within a month or two. I hope so anyway.
some things happened that allowed my finances to be freed up and I was able to start sending out the guyver books that were backlogged, so I'm much happier about that situation.
but my brain is holding me back a lot. I have to take medicine to be able to cope with my current living arrangements and it's making me so damn tired and confused.
but what do they say, we just need to keep on trucking.